What should i do now? My life is at the rock bottom and i don’t know how to rise again. I was too scared to stand up, and too exhausted to rise. I have never imagine i would be in this situation. I don’t evwn know why I’m here. My heart is crying for help but i don’t know whom to ask to. The future is so blurry that i find myself surrendering to the challenge that keeps on coming. I want to quit. I am too tired. I dont want to continue anymore. All i want is to just quit. I don’t want it anymore. I want to leave.
I want to just leave everything behind and just Disappear. My life is all messed up. I am suffering but no one seems to notice. I am struggling no body cares. Everyone is minding their own business. I am angry, I’m fucking angry at my life. I’m furious at how suck my life is. I’m angry at myself and everyone around me. I blamed myself over and over again at how my life turned out. I asked Him over a thousand times already ‘why did you let me born into this life? What do you want me to do? Where do you want me to go? Why are you letting me go through this life when you know all i do is suffer the pain of how life is treating me?’ I want to let go of this life. I want to quit. This is never the life i wanted.